Puppet's Heart

It has been a raining seasons
for the last three months; yet
the sorrows couldn't fade away
it ain't get me any better.

Years of bridge that hardly built
finally came to an end;
only my heart remains there
blind for what he'd done for me.

Right from the beginning
we're not getting any blessing
from anyone; but my strong spirit
has lead me through these.

No one could ever see and feel
my pain; how much I need him
in my life yet he had chose for
giving me up without hesitations.

I'm only a puppet for him
with feelings deep inside in
understanding well the WHs
he needs me for in his life.

I, cause myself into a trap
being punished for all I love to do
being adored when I have favor him
even so I had a strange dream.

All sorts of our future filled with
happiness without any issue where
I could stay by his side forever
no matter what how long it takes.

My mind knocked me for what I feel for
remind me to realize and admit for
the traps he had set me into
which I had felt for so many times.

Plenty of barriers will occur soon
where I shall need to struggle hard
and hoping someday my destiny will
come and rescue me from here.

My heart will shine again someday
I know he is somewhere out there
He will cherish me just as his treasure
and fill my empty with happiness.